A very long long week.

You know.. I really HATE social networking thingy.. Bleargh..
You have to have a HELL load of details to delete.

I should just be in DENIAL..
Meh.. denial's not a great thing.. Its like.. I don't know.. Poison?
Yea.. something like that.

So Monday and Tuesday I was pretty much alone. Again. No big deal here.. I'm so called adapting.

Wednesday I screwed up big time = I ended up alone permanently.
No details here.. Keep it private.. I WISH!
(Doesn't take a genius to guess what happened here.. )

Sayonara to 5-6months worth of relationship. I am on my own now.

Fuck much?

So.. things went downhill.. English lesson and voila! I'm single. And supposedly free..

Omg. single. Foreign word.

You know, one should never really believe in too much bullshit. It's not healthy for anyone.

Or promises for that matter. 

So Thursday's like.. Hahas.. Dramatic!
Caused some people panic attack : So sorry!! Didn't mean to. I just didn't wanna go home yet. I needa talk to someone and if I did go home I might have a break-down. I can't have a break down. I just can't.

So, went to a park with Franc. Sat on the rope thingy,(my arse hurt!) just plain hanging about. I like hanging about at night. The weather was just fine, everything's almost perfect. Almost lar. (: AND MY BATTERY REALLY DID DIE OK!!!

I feel so so guilty for using Franc's phone.. SORRY!

Went home, Franc sent me all the way to the doorstep.. So far 3 people thanked him. MWAHAHAHAHS..
Be honoured! You're the hero of the day.. (:
BUT please please dont break my memory card !! I need it back!! Use a tweezer or something.

I love my friends really..

So had a nagging by mom. Called some people who told me some stuffs. Found out more things. Gotten myself pissed all over again. Was too tired to think about it. Couldn't think. Wouldn't think.

By the time I reached home was around 10:30pm.. During school day *gasp*

Some friends are really sweet. They'll help you do things efficiently. You'll just say the word and things are like : GONE. I'm not moving on so fast. I just can't see his face. Our pictures. How oh-so promising. Everything is just lies.lies.lies.lies.lies. and MORE liessssssss... yay me.

To think I'd truly believe it. 'Baby I love and I will never let you go?'
RIGHT!

So.. Friday. SPEECH DAY..
No point in going to school in the morning.. THERES NOTHING TO DO!
But the speech day thingy was like going on fine. Band did well in my opnion or like what Marcus said - Promising. WEEE!
YOU GO BAND!!

(Trumpet <3)

THEN... I went out to Orchard!! Weee!!!
So-so-so much FUN! I've not stepped into Orchard since like forever, and today it felt like a dream.Goodness.. The shops and bright lights, the company of a good friends. Bliss.
The dream team consist of : Alvan,Danial,Marcus,Aishah,Kimberly and MEEE!

(Whaaaaaaat?)

(Celebrating liberty with GUSTO!)

Fun fun fun..

And then the shittiest fuckiest thing happened.
I'm so drained that I can't feel anything.
I lost my wallet. My precious precious wallet.
I wanna cry. But I'm too tired. I'll post-pone crying

Like WTF. 2nd time this year. I dont care already!I'm gonna start saving money to buy a new one. Hopefully mom won't ask me to withdraw money or anything. Then I'm officially dead.

I left it in the bus and I come to a conclusion of truly HATING public transport. No more TAXI and no more BUSES (sorry Varun) and maybe MRT. (CHOY!)

Took some weird photos.. Hahahs.. we so-called celebrated today. LIBERTY!
You know, I have to give Marcus a special thanks for actually following me all the way to the bus interchange to look for the bus that I lost my wallet in. THANK YOU! We went and searched around in the buses like idiots . Still couldnt find it, so he sent me home.

Reacjed home around 12 plus.. I think.. But it was fun.. I'm so so happy that I couldn't be bothered about losing my wallet. Ok.. I'm missing it now.

Tomorrow I'm going jamming.. weeee!!! Wonder how it's gonna be like.. hahahs. fun!!I've not been jamming for like a dman looong time laars.. 
I'm like super reviving my old life back.. WEE MEE!