Of sexual innuendos & flirting

So here I am, blogging from my trusty old PC . It has a strange sense of nostalgia to be typing away in this room. Partly cos I spent a majority of my secondary school + ITE days blogging on this very PC & going on MSN .

I wonder what happened to MSN.

Anyways, I've come to some realization that some people are uncomfortable with me . More like uncomfortable with my pervy jokes and my apparent flirting .

"BUT YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND" *GASP*

Thanks for reminding me . I am very aware of his existence.

What people need to do is to take the damn chill pill.

Chill la, I'm not flirting with you. It's the way I talk. If it's considered flirting, then, I must be flirting with other girls/your mother/your father/your brother/your sister too . Okay, maybe some things sounds very sexual /has double meaning . But it's not MY fault you have a dirty mind!

Really what.

And you blame me for being flirty and all , when in fact you are just a disgusting chee ko pek!

There is also another special  group of people who gets easily offended by what I say / do.

My opinion ? These people need to get the stick out of their ass.

I have nothing more to say about them , cos  honestly? Really? Like very recently, someone got upset cos I decided to pose at a football field wearing my Baju Kurung. Apparently it's distasteful . (I actually found it to be ridiculously funny to be honest)

Okaycan.

I am very lucky to not have these many people in my life - just a small handful. So it's still very tolerable la !

OKAYOUT

Tired

God I'm so tired . Today was only a 6 hours shift & I feel half dead.

To think that I used to do 9 hours shift on almost a daily basis.

I have grown weak.

Here's a question

"If you were to lose an item at a store, is it the employee's fault?"

Obviously no right? Some people deserved to be smacked across the face with a brick.

I've been craving for some delicious buffalo wings & I've yet to eat any . Oh gods, can you imagine - Buffalo wings & Hot Truffle Fries? OH AND SAUSAGES .

The truffle fries from Skinny Pizza & the sausages are to die for. DIE FOR . I've been having so much cravings it's retarded.

Think my vagina's gonna vomit blood soon.

It's been awhile

It's been a long time since I last blogged ; god knows it probably has been a year .

I've been busy with loads of things - mostly school and my personal stuff . It's been one heck of a roller coaster ride since the last time I blogged - but things are mostly on the positive side right now . So I am very grateful (:

I realized that my blog is fast becoming an old friend . Someone who I may not stay in contact with for a long while but when I do , I have many things to say .

Anyways , I actually do have many things to say tonight . My insomnia is acting up and my brain is kinda going into overdrive  .

I've been thinking about a lot of things of late and these thoughts has brought me to more questions . And of course not having answers always frustrates me . I've been thinking about certain people , questioning why I feel certain way towards them  . Just generally questioning my feelings . Right now I need to sift through these feelings .

And perhaps I might blog about it when I feel like I know the answer .

On another note , I just want to say that I won't change the way I am for anyone .
And I realized that the person I am may not appeal to everyone , but that is just me .

The sad part is that I'm beginning to question myself if its even worth it to keep to my conviction .

Here comes all the unwanted questions

Oh well .