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Once again, I shall remind all readers that this is my blog, & I'm happy to write about things I'm thinking about.

And if you're not... You can simple feck off.

(I just realize I lack disclaimer. Whoops!)

So DISCLAIMER THIS BIIIATCH!

;p

Loaaads been going on. Had my first EVER BZE - Business Environment paper today [pronounced BUZZZ-E]and.. boy boy boy am I screwed. Simply said, I was too hyped out to study properly , ended up not studying much andd..

Yea. I'm screwed.

I just hope I won't fail.

50 MARKS BAYBEH!

yahoo.

Secondly, I missed Iman's birthday. By a day. HOLY SHITE! Nvm, we are meeting this week .. SO NO PROBLEMO! We'll have "candlelight" dinner eh?

Thirdly, I don't know what to feel. Seriously, I really don'tr know what to feel. You know they say people change every 7 years shite.?

Yea.. I wanna go back, reclaim the time and the fun. The unbridled fun. When everything I do is just for laugh and consequences are not too.. severe.

I wish I didn't take myself too seriously back then. I wish I hadn't gotten really involved with everyone. I wish I was just me and that I took the time to slow down and appreciate everyone for who they are. I wish I didn't really bother to grow up real fast. I wish I could turn back time and just be.

I'm not saying I regret who I am now. I have friends who love me - thanks you guys , especially Xiao Dan, Shah and Alvan - you guys are my rock! And now I have Fatin && Varsha.. I have an understanding albeit over protective mom..

And I think I'm cool! *pshaw*

But I miss those times. Where the amount of money in my pocket doesn't go over $30 in a day. Where I can have student meals, and Spaghetti Carbonara and Macdonalds for lunch as a treat. Where being broke doesn't mean "OMFG YOURE SCREWED!!!"

Oh man... You people enjoy your life (: I misisng those days. I'm feeling like a sentimental old fool ;p.





AND IM STILL CONFUSED.